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“Then Jesus went about all the cities and villages, teaching in their synagogues, preaching the gospel of the kingdom, and healing every sickness and every disease among the people.

But when He saw the multitudes, He was moved with compassion for them, because they were weary and scattered, like sheep having no shepherd.

Then He said to His disciples, “The harvest truly is plentiful, but the laborers are few.

Therefore pray the Lord of the harvest to send out laborers into His harvest.””

Matthew 9:35-38 (NKJV)

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The Holy Spirit has placed this passage upon my heart coming into this year of 2020, not knowing what was about to take place...


When this was first impressed upon me, I perceived the ‘harvest’ as an exciting notion. I had prepared myself for the “multitudes” - perhaps my connect group would double or triple, or that I would receive life-changing opportunities at work or within my community for Jesus’ glory. But what the Lord has done instead was nothing short of incredible & absolutely humbling —


Stripping back the crowd on a Sunday, ‘physical’ church became an intimate gathering between myself & my household. The harbour-side views of my Monday - Friday Barangaroo workplace became my lounge room, while my bedroom was my Microsoft Teams conference room.


Reading back on the passage now, these words stand out from the rest - when He saw the multitudes, He was moved with compassion for them, because they were weary and scattered, like sheep having no shepherd.


I wonder if that is how God sees the ‘multitudes’ of today. Perhaps, through a heavenly perspective, we are in actuality ‘weary and scattered’. So Jesus was moved with compassion for us, & the result is the reality we face today —


Where we are brought back to His altar in surrender, to a heart of worship where it’s just us and our Eternal Father.


Where our rooms & homes became the private places we go to to meet with Him in prayer, instead of a glorified infrastructure.


Where God, the creator of the universe, used the chaos of this sinful world to bring His children, His sheep, His beloved, back to Himself.


He is a jealous God, and all He wants is us - for our hearts to be beating for Him, & for us to love Him.


He is our rightful Shepherd, where our true calling & purpose is found, & He has moved heaven and earth today so we can be scattered away from Him no longer.


This year, in a spectacular way, the Lord of the Harvest laboured in His own field for the Harvest of you and I. We are His multitude, whom He looks upon with love and compassion.


And together with the Holy Spirit, we His church, can go into this new year of 2021 being a labourer of His harvest. Immerse yourself in His great love for you, and let’s be expectant for another great move of God upon this earth!

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2013

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"You call me out upon the waters
The great unknown, where feet may fail.
And there I find You in the mystery
In oceans deep, my faith will stand…"
- First verse of Hillsong United's "Oceans (Where Feet May Fail)"


No other words could describe my 2013 so perfectly. The song "Oceans" is about Jesus calling Peter out to walk on the water (Matthew 14:22-33). While the song may be interpreted in a variety of ways, my interpretation of it came while listening to the song on repeat in a train on the way home from uni - God calling me out of my comfort zone.

I found that throughout this entire year, from the beginning to the end, God has kept pulling me out of my comfort zone, out upon the waters & into the great unknown, & because of this, I haven't exactly had the smoothest of years… However, through it all, I found that as long as I kept my sight, my focus & my faith on Jesus & not on the waves around me, I can keep walking on the water & not sink like what happened with Peter.

2013 Powerhouse Summerfest

This year was the first time I attended summer camp in Hillsong Church. It was such a fun experience & I am extremely grateful for the fellowship I had with some of the youth in our church during those 3 days. It truly made me feel more & more a part of their family, or should I say now, this family. In these 3 days however, life for me wasn't going so well - there were a few things happening that made me unmotivated & disheartened to go to camp. Despite this, I still needed to go; there was simply no way out of it. I felt as though that God was testing me somehow, that He wanted to deal with my attitude towards unfortunate circumstances like this. This then became my revelation from it - God released me from my inner demons, if I could call it this way. He liberated me from worrying about things that are out of my control & I learned how to ignore problems & worries when being under His presence. Instead of focusing on the problem & getting worked up & worried about it like I always do, I was able to go over them all & be with God instead, praising & worshipping Him despite my seemingly hopeless situation. 

Thank You Jesus for the breakthrough!

Another memorable thing I experienced in camp was crying like a baby (with a whole lot of other Powerhouse'rs) when they introduced the beautiful song "Sinking Deep" in camp. Even now, I still can't help but cry every time we sing the song in church. The lyrics are just so moving to say the least. A part of it goes like this:

Standing here in Your presence
In a grace so relentless, I am won by perfect love
Wrapped within the arms of heaven
In a peace that lasts forever
Sinking deep, in mercy's sea…

2nd year of university

Second year of uni meant that we needed to get some practical experience/work out of our studies to prepare us for our portfolios in our 3rd & final year. With this comes the uncomfortable price of doing group work. While at first being quite nerve-wracking, it turned out to be such a worthwhile experience. It made me flexible with schedules when things don't go as planned, made me do a lot things & go to a lot of places for the first time in my life & best of all, made some amazing new friends in the process! 

Thank You heaps Jesus for bringing new people into my life! :)


New home in Jordan Springs

One of the highlights of this year for me & my family is being able to finally become house & land owners! It's going to be our first-owned home here in Australia & the whole process has been very exciting. We got to choose our own house colours - from the colours of our cabinets, walls, doors to the colour of our roof drain! We got a house-land package from Clarendon Homes in Jordan Springs & as of right now, our house is very close to finishing - most of the exterior is completely finished & some of the interior is taking shape. Moving to Jordan Springs however means moving 20-25 mins more to the west & moving that far away means a whole new neighbourhood, atmosphere & more time taken to get to church & uni. We as a family, however, know that God has a plan for us in this place & thank You Jesus for what You're about to do! This is also gonna give me a reason to really push myself to getting my red provisional 1 licence though, hahah :P


Connect Group Leader

During April of this year, I underwent a connect group leadership training in church which would allow me to be able to lead a connect group; it didn't automatically make me one. However, it wasn't until the end of the month when God impressed it upon my heart to actually start leading straight away. 

Within my parents' own connect group, there were 3 girls just a little bit younger than I am that didn't really know anyone in our church besides me & all those in this connect group. I wanted to get them connected more with our church family, for them to also become a part of my new-found family the same way I did. Most importantly, I wanted to help them with their own journeys with Jesus by being that friend that they could talk to about anything & by being that big sister they could rely on for comfort whenever they needed it. Their names are Dana Pontawe, Maxine Jesette Garcia & Pauline Amorada & after consulting with my mum, my own connect group leaders & finally with my youth pastors about the situation, I got the A-OK to be able to become their connect group leader!

It has been an absolute pleasure & honour being with them like this & I just thank Jesus every day for giving me this opportunity. Through their own testimonies, I have been encouraged greatly & through their own personal growth with Jesus in these past 7 months, I have been motivated constantly to keep seeking Him the same way these amazing girls have

I am humbled every day to have become a part of your lives in this way girls (if you're somehow reading this right now) & I just really want you three to know that I love you girls so so so so so so so much :) Leading a connect group by myself is not an easy task but you girls have made it so much fun for me. Thank you heaps for this past year & looking forward to spending Powerhouse Girls with you Pauline & for more awesome times in a 3-girl connect group with you Dana & Maxine next year!


Church Volunteering

Besides being a connect group leader, I've also decided to get myself standing on my own two feet & serving in our church service on Saturdays. This led me to being a cameraman, an events photographer, a promotional poster maker for our youth group, Beta Youth, & a social media marketer for our church service's Facebook page. It also made me volunteer for the very first time in Hillsong Conference in JAM's registration & information desk team. Despite the amount of times I needed to be early for church & the sleep-deprivation & extreme tiredness I felt in Hillsong Conference, volunteering for church has been very enjoyable & worthwhile so far. I believe that it's kept me in track with the fact that I need to put others in a higher priority than myself, that even Jesus was a servant on this earth

Thank You Jesus for the privilege of being able to serve You in church & every day in every way!


The Fight

Every year in August, Hillsong Church has an event called "Sunday Night Live" where the message is presented in a fun & entertaining manner with performances, props & other things. On the last Sunday of the month, Ps. Brendan Brown spoke about a message called "The Fight" & at the end of the night, he asked every one in the auditorium to put up their hands if they are going through some sort of fight in their lives right now - spiritually, physically, mentally, anything. Without even thinking, I immediately slipped my arm up to receive that prayer. I really didn't know why I did so - when my arm was already up in the air, I had this mentality that I was doing this on behalf of my currently unemployed mum, not knowing that in the next few days & weeks that immediately followed this Sunday would I be experiencing the most difficult of moments in my personal life thus far. 

During this time, I was extremely discouraged to the point where I have completely lost my joy, my peace; perhaps even lost sight of Jesus' love for me. After a month of trying to get myself happy again by resorting to earthly sources of comfort (gaming, talking with people, etc), God gave me a vision during one of our quiet, prayer times in our leaders connect group meetings. In this vision, I saw a pottery that had massive cracks on the surface & a few moments later I realised that this was me… I instantly felt so broken, so messed up & I knew that I needed to come back to God again. 

In the next two weeks, during my mid-semester break, I took a break from gaming & going on Skype & devoted my time to simply working on assignments & to read a book called "Fight Like a Girl" by Lisa Bevere. A few days later did I realise what the title is & how amazingly it fit my current situation. Isn't God just so awesome? He doesn't make His children go through difficulties & times of testing unprepared; He makes sure that they are first armed with the tools & necessities to overcome these (in my case, God equipped me with all the internal things I needed to face this fight the moment I put my hand up for prayer that Sunday night). 

The book has been just an amazing read - it made me realise that God will really meet with you wherever you are at. In our brokenness, God won't hesitate to reach out for you & embrace you so warmly with His unfailing, unconditional love. In our weakness, God will show us that it's the perfect opportunity to make His power alive in us. More importantly, it reminded me of something I learned earlier in the year - Jesus is more than enough. Nothing in this world will ever be able to satisfy & fill us completely; only the love, joy, freedom, peace, strength that comes from Jesus, God's grace for us, will. Just like the lyrics to yet one of Hillsong's songs - "Christ is enough for me. Everything I need is in You. Everything I need."


No matter what circumstances we are facing though, no matter how strong, how scary, how uncomfortable the waves around us may be, never stop knowing that Jesus is God. Whatever the "great unknown" is for you, always remember that God knows exactly what He is doing. Simply keep trusting Him & put your faith on Him & He will lead you to the destiny that He has designed for you. Praise Him even if you don't feel like it - He deserves them all in the first place. 

As for me however, "I'm gonna sing until my voice won't let me. When thunders roar, I'll shout Your praise!" (Hillsong Young & Free's "End of Days")

~ Nicole

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2012. ~

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This is my annual diary/notes entry on Facebook that I forgot to re-post up on here until now... ><" Ahh wells, better late than never right? :)

"You crown the year with Your goodness, And Your paths drip with abundance."
- Psalm 65:11


Christmas is just a few hours away while another whole new year is just around the corner & here I am again recounting how the past year has been… Once again, like every other year, God is to be thanked & praised because without Him I really wouldn't be able to do anything, achieve anything & to have anything.

2012 for me has been a year of goodness, favour, healing, blessings, restoration, recovery, challenges, problems & even more blessings. Everything has only served to let me experience a greater & more abundant revelation of just how amazing & wonderful my Lord Jesus really is.

First & foremost, I can now boldly say & declare that God indeed never leaves us nor forsakes us. When we are in need of something, God will surely provide. At the start of the year, & even towards the end of 2011, I felt so alone. I felt like I didn't have any friends around me, people to unwind to, to help me with problems or to simply give me encouragements. Going to uni & going back to Hillsong church however, allowed me to have a whole new set of lovely people that I now joyfully call my family. Every one of them are a blessing to my life & every day I'm even more & more grateful that I was given the opportunity to meet them all. If any of you are reading this right now, thank you so much for being YOU. You are one of my answered prayers this year & you have no idea how happy I am right now for having you as a friend. Thank you for supporting me & encouraging me in every way, big or small & I hope that I'll also be able to continually do the same for you. You are deeply loved & appreciated by me & always remember that :)

Everything is going well with uni for me too. It's still such a dream come true for me being accepted into UNSW's College of Fine Arts though - the uni I fell in love with in year 10… Although it was initially weird & uncomfortable being in a completely different environment from what I was used to in high school, now I'm all nicely settled in & familiar with all the new routines, the independent study & the long train & bus journey to & fro to uni. So glad to know that I'm still the same dedicated, nerdy NeeKowLL from high school who does assignments as early as possible & gets some really good marks for them all heheh ;) Thank You Jesus for helping me with my first year of uni & for allowing me to have an overall WAM (weighted average mark) of 76.625 this year!

Nina is recovering fully & quickly from her open-heart surgery earlier this year as well. When we first found out that she had a huge hole in her heart in late February this year we were all shocked & upset, but yet, Nina had no problems getting through this difficult time. From what I saw of her, nothing changed - she was still the same cheery, smiley, joyful little girl before she discovered her condition. She went to school normally, interacted with her friends happily & didn't let this troubling fact strip her of the peace she has with Jesus.

Her surgery was on the second last week of July though, initially, it was supposed to be in the week straight after Hillsong Conference. I still remember spending two of those days worrying about her - how the surgery was going to go, how we're going to cope waiting for 4 hours until the operation was over, etc. On the Thursday however, the 2nd last day of the conference, my dad was picking up both Chloe & Nina from Kidsong. While they were walking up towards me, my mum & Jonah, I couldn't help but just stare at her, trying to not to be upset at what she's about to go through. Suddenly, a voice saying "Ehh, she's going to be fine" spoke inside my head. The tone of the voice was so cool & casual & it certainly wasn't something that I could've told myself at that particular moment. It gave me hope & total peace & after this encounter, I never worried about her again - since that moment, until minutes before & after her operation & even until now. Thank You Jesus for healing her, for wholly restoring her health, that for the first time in her life she is completely normal.

There's so many more things that I could post up on here & for all of them, thank you, thank you, thank you Lord Jesus! & a massive thank YOU as well for reading this note.
Honestly don't know how 2013 will go but I know it'll be the best year yet for both you & I :)
In everything, don't worry, be thankful & just smile because Jesus loves you & He will always be with you through thick & thin.

God bless you always & hoping you'll have a wonderful Christmas & a blessed new year!


♥ Iryse Nicole Requejo ^__^. ~
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I actually wrote this as a note on my Facebook profile on Christmas Day, 2011 but then ended up deciding on posting this on here too :) Every year, during the Christmas/New Year season, I would write up something that summarises what the past year has been for me & this is how my 2011 went.

At the start of the year, I was faced with quite possibly one of the most challenging circumstances I have ever encountered in my life thus far... Family problems, church problems, stress from school work & all sorts of other things. All in all though, these trials have done nothing but let me experience a greater revelation of God's amazingness, incomprehensible mercy & unconditional love. No matter how much I cried through them all, no matter how weak I am or how much I wanted to just give up all hope, I thank God that right now, I am here, writing this note with the strength that He has given me to overcome all of these things. I thank God every day that He is here to wipe away all of my tears, to help me get through every single day with a smile on my face, with such love, joy & peace embedded in my heart. (HAHAH, I just unconsciously wrote the first 3 fruits of the Holy Spirit ! ~)


Perhaps the greatest of these trials for me personally is my Higher School Certificate - the scary HSC *makes ghost sounds* :L My fellow classmates have always commented that I work too much for school - I ALWAYS start my assignments early, I do school work on the holidays & I've studied so much for my exams even I'm surprised that I was actually able to motivate myself to do so ! Through all these things, I really couldn't have made it through them all without God's help. Every success, praise & victory that I've received, I give back to Him every single one of them all :) Tee-Hee ! ^______^ So now I'm currently here, waiting for the 4th of January 2012 to receive my confirmation into UNSW's Bachelor of Digital Media ! :D Thank You God again for everything !


Speaking of transitioning into uni, which I am extremely anticipated for, I will definitely never forget every single moment I've spent in my beloved high school - Doonside Technology High School. All of my friends there, all the teachers I've become so close to during the 6 whole years I've been there, I will forever cherish you all. As I've said in my school captain speech in Graduation Day, as much as I'd love to, I know that I won't be communicating with around 90% of you once our new lives start next year but, from the bottom of my heart, I love you all to bits & thank God every day for blessing me with such wonderful people. Thanks for the memories Doonside; until fate brings us to meet again ~


Lastly, during the past month, after finishing my HSC exams, I've made it a neccessity for me to read "Destined To Reign" by Pastor Joseph Prince & I've succesfully been able to do so - I just finished reading it a few days ago ^___^ Took me almost a month to get through the entire book but it was such an amazing read. It radically changed & transformed my perspective on Christianity. Best of all, I was able to personally experience what God's GRACE really is. I started this encounter last year but it wasn't until just now that I've finally been able to fully understand what it is - it's all about Jesus & His finished work on the cross ! Every thing in the bible, from start to finish, all points toward Jesus on the cross at Calvary. Through this book, I've been enlightened & liberated from sooooooo many things & right now, I'm here, victorious, joyful, peaceful & deeply in love with my Lord & Saviour Jesus Christ once again. I can't fully explain what I've really learned from this book but to sum it all up is this passage:

Hebrews 8: 8-12
8 But God found fault with the people and said:
   "The days are coming, declares the Lord,
   when I will make a new covenant
with the people of Israel
   and with the people of Judah.
9 It will not be like the covenant
   I made with their ancestors
when I took them by the hand
   to lead them out of Egypt,
because they did not remain faithful to my covenant,
   and I turned away from them,
            declares the Lord.
10 This is the covenant I will establish with the people of Israel
   after that time, declares the Lord.
I will put my laws in their minds
   and write them on their hearts.
I will be their God,
   and they will be my people.
11 No longer will they teach their neighbor,
   or say to one another, 'Know the Lord,'
because they will all know me,
   from the least of them to the greatest.
12 For I will forgive their wickedness
   and will remember their sins no more."


Another translation of verse 12 is "I will be merciful to their unrighteousness & their sins & their lawless deeds I will remember no more". This is the GRACE of God - our unmerited, undeserved & unearned favour and gift from Him. Because of Jesus, we are made God's righteousness - completely clean, flawless & perfect in His eyes. It is through Jesus' death that we can be set free from guilt, condemnation, 'incurable' sicknesses, addictions, depression & other things. Best of all, it's a priceless gift & all we have to do is receive it. Receive God's Grace, Jesus Christ, NOW & be overwhelmed by how radically your whole world will turn for the better right before your eyes !


Yeahh, that's basically it, something short & sweet :) I'm really looking forward to what God has in store for me this coming year of 2012 & I certainly hope that you are too ^___^ Expect great things because we are God's heirs, His precious children & in the same way a parent wants the best for their child so does God want the BEST for us :) God bless you all & keep smiling because JESUS LOVES YOU !!!
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It's been ages since I last updated my DeviantArt account !! D:

Well, so far, a LOT has happened to me this year...
There's been so many complications, dramas, disappointments that I've endured this year and surely there will be so much more to come.
As much as these negativities that have already made its way into my life, so have an equal amount of blessings, laughs and smiles :)

God knows what I've been through and I think these things are a bit too private to share here on DA but once again, like always, I thank God for helping me get through them all - good and bad times. ~

In terms of school however, particularly with my Visual Arts Body of Work that I briefly mentioned in my last journal entry, so far, it's going quite well !

Unexpectedly, I ended up changing my idea for it quite a number of times until I eventually decided to make it around the awesome school friends that I have. The support, the smiles, the love and care that they've blessed me with have helped me countlessly in getting through everything that I have experienced this year so far, especially the bad times that I mentioned above.

Basically, as a brief summary of what my BOW will eventually look like, I am going to re-draw photos of 10 of my closest school friends.
Mediums that I will be using is watercolour paper, gouache paint, chalk pastels and of course a HB pencil to draw the outline with.
Last Thursday, which was 3 days ago, I've joyously started my first piece (woo-hoo !!! :D) and it's going very well thus far :)
If I'm bothered to, I will post photos up here on DA showing how I'm going with it. If no, then expect the photos to just be on my Facebook page.

Eventually, when it's all completed (which WILL be around mid-August), I will definitely post photos of my entire BOW submission here on DA.


To end this journal entry, my 2011 journey, so far, has been the most challenging yet worthwhile experience in my life.


<3 !~
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